dugaan :(

hurm , sediy ak , trikh 3 jan mama ak msuk hspital lam wah ee koz skid kaki ap ntah , ak ingad prkara biase then ak bwa mama ak g hspital then ak jge smpay koy 7 cm uh koz ak mau alek uma koz mau prepare brang skolahh untk esok nak g kolah , agypum wktu ak alek mama ak oke jea , so ak tak woried sngat sal dye . then tady 5 jan pulak mama ak kta esok mama nak operation koz ad tumbuhan kad pnggang mama ak klau tak operation naty akn dtng cancel , oh my god , risikoo gyler , so mak ak pum setuju . klau operation pulak risiko mama ak da tak bole jlan cm dlu , mama ak tk bole keje pulak , ap mau buad ak trime dugaan nie jea  hum :( then mama ak kta jgn dok bgtaw kad abng ak , kaka chieya , n kaka mumu koz mama ak takmau depa risau , hum , tkpek ak fhm mybe untk kbaikan depa jugak . Mama esok mama operation an , so adek doa an mama cepad smbuhh n mama akan kuat kan semangat mama uhh , yes adek ngaku adek tk penah dpt ksih syngss seorang papa dry kecikk , tpy pliss mama adek perlukan ksihh syngss seorng mama smpay adek besaa so mama jgn tnglkan adek ea , adek sediy tgk mama sediy , so mama jgn sediy , mama kuatkan smangat mama ea , adek berdoa mama selamat mnjalani operation uhh , mama adek syngss mama so jgn tnglkan adek , adek mmg esok tknk g kolahh tpy mama kta *adek pmr taun nie so adek tumpukan perhtian untk pmr so adek pegi skolah ,  adek jgn wisau sal mama , mama akn oke jea , mama cume nak doakn dry anak mama nie , klau adek nak jmpa mama pas skolah bru adek mai kad mama ea * hummmm :( mama wat adek risau sal mama tauk takk ,adek takbole tdur daa ingad sal mama jea :(
for you my mom : mama ,adek mnta maaf kad mama slame nie wat mama skid aty , tk prnah dgr ckap mama , slalu kasar trhadap  dan sbgainyaa . adek doakan mama selmat menjlani opertion uh oke mama ? mama jgn wisau sal adek kad uma , wlaupum adek keseorngn adek tahu berdikari tnpa mama di rumah , mama adek syngss mama sngat2 , adek tknak khlngn mama cmnea adek dah kehlngn papa adek ea :( mama dok hspital uh elok2 ea mama , jgn lupe mam ubat auw , jge dry mama uh leklok , kalu tkdk hlngn adek slalu mlwat mama oke ? mama jgn wisau . untk sape yng bce entry ak nie , ak nak sngat korang dokan untk mama ak selamat , amin ! iloveusomuchh mamama <3<3 muuuaaahhhh :*

I was too sad why too many allegations that I face, though any kind of I would pass these allegations all her troubles: (everyone should be lucky there but my family is complete? hum, nothing except for a mother who was sick of this: (

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Thanks babe's ,

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